I like how people always say it is so easy to fit in a run, you should always make the time  But sometimes life becomes so busy so out of control that running is the last thing you want to do. You could say my home life is like that now.
Running is something thing i have always done, it's there when i need to take out my aggression as much as it's there when life's good and am happy. The thing i find with running is that if i have a problem most times after i have ran i have sorted out the problem and know what am going to do. This time running wont take me to a place to escape or find an answer.
Running keeps reminding me of the horrible fact what is happening to my dad and how i cann't do anything to help him.
Running is about the only normal thing in my life right now, the only chance i can be sad and deal with what is happening.